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Tuesday, October 7th, 2008

Time:7:51 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Here I come.

I quit the game (WoW). I came back from Boston on a Sunday and realized how much of a loser I was being playing this game that just took up TOO much of my time. I guess it's cool if you can control how much time you spend on it.. but I do not have that luxury.

I have to say I like it. I joined a gym and I'm determined to get the body I want. But I feel like your average Joe. Joe sucks. I hate Joe.

Is anyone as wrapped up in this Election as I am? It gives me anxiety at times when I hear McCain is leading in VA, even though it's historically a 'Red' state.

I really think that if McCain wins I will most likely cry like a girl and become VERY concerned about life in the rest of my 20's. Something I would REALLY like not to have to worry about.

I'm going to go take the pineapple salsa out of the fridge and get ready for the debate.

Do work.
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Sunday, September 14th, 2008

Time:7:40 pm.

How's it going? It's been almost 2 years. Really! I checked the date of my last entry.

I've come to realize that being obsessed with an MMORPG is detrimental to one's social life. It's starting to make me awkward. So I quit.. cold turkey! Maybe they make a nicotine patch for WoW.

I'm pleasantly surprised by the friends or old friends that still update this. It's a good thing. My party last night was a bust. No one was able to come. Only thing I miss about Fall River was how easy it was to have a party.

Be in touch.
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Wednesday, November 15th, 2006

Time:11:08 pm.
So i'm finding our days are numbered. Every Monday when I walk into the office, i think, for various reasons " I can't wait until friday"
Am I that eager to grow old and die. Well, I don't want to be.
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Monday, November 6th, 2006

Subject:to the left
Time:10:03 pm.
I started reading 'A Million Little Pieces' last night. You know the one Oprah made shit about. Well regardless of whats true and whats not - it's encapturing. I've never read such detail when it comes to describing the act of vomitting. I love it. They gave him 2 root canals, filled a tooth, and some other shit, all with no anethesia or painkillers, because he was in a treatment facility. Strapped him down. But like i said, whether it's true or not, it's gets you. I was at work feeling naueseas after the 3+ pages describing the trip to the dentist. That and I have a dentist appointment on Wednesday.

I went to the laundromat after work. The one downside to this fabulous fucking apartment. No washer or dryer. They have a Wash, Dry and Fold service, that i always say i'm going to participate in, but i feel bad making someone else touch my dirty socks, and cum-stained boxer briefs :)

I was reading the above-mentioned book and this girl came in. 28, I assume. She was blonde, you know the type who keep lookling at you because they will and want to talk to anyone with a vocal chord. I tried to look more into my book then i actually was. I get lost though , watching the cycle of the washers. I was laughing, almost externally, thinking that i wouldn't want to engage in a light conversation with her, but i didn't mind her staring at my draws with penguins and snow caps on them.
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Sunday, November 5th, 2006

Subject:Here's me recently...
Time:2:16 pm.
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Sunday, July 17th, 2005

Time:12:41 pm.
How many times can 1 man listen to 'I need you back' from Ben Kweller?

A whole fucking lot.

The song means nothing to me. I don't need anyone back. It's just really honest.

The ducks are getting big. Duke's harness is coming in. Him and Nori will be walking around the house in no time!

Six Feet Under is the best show on television. Grace is the hottest character on television.


"You are free
if you can sleep at night.
You really must be hard
if you're feelin' alright."

We went to Matunuck Beach last night. It took forever to get there but it was cool.

I turn 21 in 1 and 1/2 months. Plan accordingly
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Thursday, June 23rd, 2005

Time:5:59 pm.
I've been so busy with myspace and everything....


Nothing much else has happened. I met this girl Mallory, but we are just staying friends.

This was at Michaela's party..to give you an update of my hair haha

Saying "peace" to the rest of my Strawberry vodka...straight.
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Getting Michaela's cake to frost it.
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My two new friends and I (they liked my butt ^.~
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The party's over when Eric falls asleep.
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That's it.. My hair will only get longer. Hopefully.

Work is going well... Got a new promotion for a new campaign. Yay! And I'm really broke, haha.
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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005

Time:6:59 pm.
So I'm having this killer party at my house on Saturday night.

Kristen is coming down from Johnston, R.I. to help me make an insane amount of jello shots.


So wasted I will be.

It might offend some, but I'm working on this mix for dancing. It will consist of:

The Fugees
Sean Paul
The Faint
Bright Eyes - just stuff from their recent electronic effort, also including 'Touch' and 'Pull my Hair'
Elvis Costello
Hot Hot Heat
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Thursday, May 5th, 2005

Subject:These were taken this week.
Time:10:14 pm.
Mood:eating Ramen.
Hard at work, as you can see....

Kristen taking a lovely picture of me outside of Panera Bread in Cranston, R.I.

My hair is crazy long. I seen this add in GQ for new DKNY cologne, and this guy's hair is amazing, so I said to myself, "hey, I can do that"

I'm still skinny, but my face has gotten fat for some reason.

Things are great. Tara and I are friends+benefits. Renting a house w/ 2 very best friends. Fridge stocked with wine. What more could a guy ask for??
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Saturday, March 5th, 2005

Time:10:45 am.
Mood: dirty.
We got....... the fucking keys.

It's still strange that this is happening. I'm excited.

Last night we picked them up. Then we picked up Casey, and Josh came to my house. Bran was supposed to come, but then he said Michaela would be coming. I don't think I've seen him in the past year without her.
He misses out.

We went to Applebee's at...11pm. We ordered, and then Casey and Josh ordered desert. There was a drunk guy there who informed Casey that he should eat all of his cake because we made a lot of the employees who work there upset because they wanted to get out. Hmmhmm.

I went back to Justins and played WOW until 230ish.

I'm tired, and I'm heading over to the apartment @ 2 to start cleaning.

This girl I briefly knew is back down from school. She works where Casey does. So I was talking to her like I always do. She was flirting with me, and much to everyone's disbelief, I was not flirting back. So Casey got off, and I said bye. She said "wait". Then she gave me her number and sn lol. I was just gonna take it and say bye, but then she gave me a piece of paper for mine lol. It was weird. I felt, like a regular fucking 20 yr old getting a number.. I hated it.

P.s. I'm not spell checking. No time.
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Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005

Subject:I love robbing entries.
Time:9:54 pm.
Mood:don't be cruel.....
Note: This was taken from my future roommate's journal. The layout of our new apartment. Hope you love it as much as we do.

Here's the layout:
The house is a duplex. Think of two single-family houses connected like conjoined twins.

You step onto the shared porch and open the door to the right. You enter a small private entry that opens into the house without a door. You find yourself in a hallway. In front of you is a stairway to the second floor, to your direct right is a large living room with an ugly rug but beautiful cherry-colored wooden floors. As you walk further down the hall, a half-bathroom comes up on the right, and the cellar entrance is on the left. If you continue forward, you enter a small dining room with nice decor but ugly tiling. If you continue forward, you will find a door to a shared balcony (the house is on a hill). To the right of the dining room (and somewhat connected) is a kitchen. The kitchen is complete with cabinets, sink, fridge, oven, and a dishwasher, etc. If you take a right from the dining room in a straight line through the kitchen, you will come to a small and curious room with a low-hanging lamp. If you enter the room and turn right, you will come again to the living room (two doorways).

The basement is dry, warm, and furnish-able. It has a bathroom, washer, and drier. Each tenant has their own washer and drier (the basement is shared).

As you come up to the second floor, you will have to take a right. An orange room that was obviously once an office is on the left. To the right is a decent-sized bathroom with a large old-fashioned tub. Next, on the left, is a large bedroom painted cranberry. It has a picture-window with a view of the western horizon. At the end of that hallways is a large candy-colored room (tannish). It has a picture window with a view of a wall (lol).

In the closet of the orange room, is the stairway to the attic. The attic is large and dry, but the ceilings are somewhat low. It could be made into a bedroom, but I don't think it could entertain company.

Of course, there are closets throughout the house, too.
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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005

Time:7:06 pm.
It's the end of the road for the band Park Ave.

Sad really.

My stomach hurt so bad today. My right hand keeps turning this odd color of purple.

Is it normal to feel a pulse in your ear? Someone said it happens when your heart beats fast. My pulse has been in my ear like, all day.

I think I'm a better rapper than Ja Rule. Mos' def.
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Sunday, February 27th, 2005

Subject:My coming back story.
Time:11:06 am.
Mood:head-nodding, foot-tapping.

So I get into this really bad car accident on Feb. 7th. My car takes 3 wks to fix. Meanwhile, I have to find a ride back and forth to work in Cranston, R.I. every day. Stress. Nothing I can't handle.

Then, Lisa, my "roommate" (who is actually my aunt, just doesn't like to say it in public) starts dating a 20 yr old guy. Her being 30 w/ 2 kids and a mortgage. He is everything I hate. I swear, if you took every characteristic you could possibly find in a person, shot them into one human, the result would be this kid. And his shoes NEVER fucking match his sport coat.

I am really uncomfortable when he is here. Seeing that I pay rent and don't even have my own room. I try not to be pugnacious when he is around, but I can't control it. So Lisa and I fight every day.

But then Justin calls me with some good news. (sigh of relief here) We have an apartment. An AMAZING apartment. Single family, back and front porch, 2 bathrooms,washer,dryer, dishwasher,fridge, and for an unbeatable price. I figure, Justin, Casey and I right? Casey and I have always talked about it. Now he's not sure, but that's cool. Justin and I are too stoked to really care at this point.

So everything is going good, right? Mhmm. I met this girl. Her name, Tara Carrerio. Amazing, smart, beautiful,corrects my english every chance she gets. She's extra ordinary but has those ordinary girl qualms that draw me. She had just broken up w/ her boyfriend a couple of months ago. He was "THE EX". That serious one back from high school? Yeah, him. So she keeps telling me she's not sure if she's ready. But we continue to move the relationship quickly. Valentine's Day, she tapes those words that make everything mean so much more on the inside of a picture frame. A week later I say the same.

So that briefly brings us up to last Friday. The one that just past. I get my car back, and the auto body guy was really good to me. So Friday night Tara and I see each other. I'm figuring, a movie, chinese, and some sex. She starts crying and tells me she's not ready for this. Breaks up w/ me, then tells me if I don't call her tomorrow she'll "throw up". She made me cry. She stayed here the rest of the night, lying on top of me (wtf) until it's time to go.

Yesterday, Justin and I look at this house, and I fall back in love with something instantly.
Great. But figuring out the money, I just dropped a shit load of money on my car and the renewed insurance policy and I'm praying I'll have enough to move in the 2nd wk of March. Casey is not sure if he wants to move out. He says 'cause it will screw up his mom somehow. I kinda think he's scared, he'll have to do his own laundry, and cook occasionally, if I don't. It's my favorite thing, cooking.

I haven't broke the news to Lisa yet, either.
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Sunday, December 26th, 2004

Time:12:02 am.
Happy Christmas to you. And you. And definitely you.

My xmas was good. And I'm dating the most beautiful and intelligent lady in the WORLD.

Her name is Tara. That's that hottest name.

I'm tired. The day has been good. I'm trying to hold on.

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Monday, October 25th, 2004

Subject:Good drinks, better friends, and all the time you can choke on.
Time:5:42 pm.

Works hard. So very hard. Not even gonna pretend.

Flirting w/ a new girl at present. She sits diagonally from my cubical. Bright blue eyes, big cheeks, and laughs.....like Abby. I just turns me off when she laughs. Which is every time I talk to her. I.e. the flirting.

Tony is this kid who I think is the I'm just a tad big curious. Stares at me all the time. It kinda draws my attention a bit.

I got hit on the highway last week. The guy hit me in the back, me driving a volvo and all I just ended up w/ paint. His hood was folded in half. It was weird. It was the first time, I didn't stress out at all. It was 5 pm on I-95 to top it.

I'm having a typical drunken party the 2nd week of November, it's the 2nd Saturday of the month.
Dont forget.
If you don't have my work number... I'm there Mon-Fri, 9-5. Wait, I shouldn't post it here. Email me at emotta91@hotmail.com

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Friday, September 10th, 2004

Subject:SKYY melon straight up on ice
Time:9:56 pm.
Mood:boderline buzzed.
Whats up.

To correct my last post, we at Citizens Bank will have
$78 BILLION dollars is assets.

My job is the fucking best. It's so much better than yours. What's best is that it's in Providence. So noone fucking knows me. I've made a dozen strong relationships with powerhouses in business. My office is cake. So smooth and sweet.

Just assuming I was gay cause I dressed better than him some kid asked me out on a date when I was sitting on the side listening to his phone calls. I was like "What? What about no" He was like "kid I'm just joking, I got a girl {than pulls out a picture of a girl that was locked in his filing cabinet} but you should seriously come over and watch the game on Thursday" I was like "UHHH NO" Then after that, kid won't talk to me. He was cool. We had stuff in common. Besides the fact he goes to the gym every other day, and I'm.... just skinny. It was just fucking weird. He had no shame at all.

The company is doing so much expansion that there looking for current employees to recruit resumes from qualified candidates we might know. So if you got a resume together that sells, and don't mind driving 30 minutes to work at 7a.m. email it to me. Seriously. {omg assuming that everyone who reads this lives in F.R HAHAHA}

About 3 weeks before I got this job, I had took some test at Home Depot in Somerset to apply. And the store in Taunton called me yesterday asking me to set up an interview. I was like "nah". I want to get a part time, but the haul from Prov to Taunton is a bit much. I'm prob just gonna get a part time at a restaurant in Prov.
Lisa got a job at this restaurant in the city called 'Olives'. But they only hire women servers. I know I could easily get an interview at Joe's so I'll probably do that. Actually Lisa is bringing home this dish for me caled "Pesto-crusted Salmon". Can't wait.

God this journal is probably so boring to you. I'm sorry. Just business is what I got. "I say remember that"

P.s. I know the last thing the world needs is another band like The Killers, but dude, the guitarist, the one with the long hair and the eyeliner, he's so fucking bad ass.
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Saturday, September 4th, 2004

Time:3:44 pm.
Mood: hot.
The party did not last very long.

I got a job. With Citizens Bank. I'm working at their headquarters in Providence. Some Service rep for their corporate clients. Huge company with over 32 billion dollars in assets. It's the typical Mon-Fri, 9-5 job.

The pay is more than efficient. I wasn't qualified for the position at all. Just sent them a very impressive resume. I can sell myself so well. Anyway, I start Tuesday.

I registered to vote on Thursday. I'm always talking about it, but never voted. Now I feel just.

Last Saturday, when I said I didn't know where I was going, I ended up at Bran's. I brought over The Dreamers. They didn't appreciate it enough.

I rented Last Tango in Paris last night. It was ...... hot.

I have the apartment to myself the second week of November. I'm gonna throw a fiesta. Maybe make up some crap reason like Justin's and Bran's birthday. Sounds good. If your coming to my party tommorow. Don't mention it if front of anyone. K?

I actually got so bored today I went to Auntie's and watched tennis with her. Think it was like the Men's open or something. She explained the scoring to me. What a relief. Ha.

My birthday was o.k. Casey took me out. Oh yea, I mentioned that last post.
That's my cue.
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Sunday, August 29th, 2004

Time:7:04 pm.
Oh man.

So what's it been, a month?

My vacation was awesome. From here I drove to Philie, spent the afternoon there, and then went to Fayetteville, West Virginia, and spent 2 nights there. I went white-water rafting. Which was an overdose of adrenaline. After 2 nights in WV I drove to Virginia Beach. Ate more raw oysters than I could stomach, cleared a bottle of red wine by myself, swam with dolphins and got a major sunburn on my back. Went to Busch Gardens as well. After 4 nights there I drove to D.C. for a night. D.C gets old really quick. I went to an irish pub at the Dupont Circle and met a waitress there named Katie.... or was it kathy? Anyway she gave me her number with the bill. I thought it classic. From there I drove to Ringwood, New Jersey to visit family and their new gay Governor. I wasn't supposed to spend the night, but a storm hit so I was forced to.

That was my vacation. I had to quit my job to do so. Starwood sucked anyway.

Lyndsy and I are no more either. She wanted to do the whole serious love bit, and I just wanted to make it. She now hates me and calls to accuse me constantly of wanting her friend. The only memory of that experience I have is doing it in a car.

Lisa dragged to a Maroon 5/John Mayer concert. I drank Bacardi through Maroon, and I planned to leave for Mayer since Lisa doesn't like him but I watched the first song and I was into it. Mayer plays so fucking well. Not kidding. They even did a Michael Jackson cover. It was rad.

I went furniture shopping today. I stopped for coffee and was honked down by Debbie and Abe. I was so excited to see them. I talked for like 2 minutes. They're so fun. Hope to see them in the future.
Crys just IMed me. Im gun talk to her and get ready to go out. I don't have a destination as of yet, but I find one on the way there.

Guess who is turning the big 2-0 on Wednesday?
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Sunday, July 25th, 2004

Subject:god damn song
Time:11:28 pm.
So did you hear?

I sort of... have a girlfriend now.

It's something very recent. Her name is Lyndsy.
She's so beautiful. Naturally pretty, but has that washed-over 'I just did blow' kind of look.
I don't think I can call her my girlfriend. I mean we agreed to not see anyone else, basically cause we started having sex and I woudn't be comfortable otherwise. She has a lot of parent issues.
I don't know. It's not going to last long. My heart is just not in it.

There's this girl at work who used to flirt with me. Who kind of looks like Lyndsy. At first I had decided to start talking to her. But at the moment all I wanted was sex. I told Lyndsy that. She wasn't really offended. I think that's why everything is smooth with her. I know she doesn't have any expectations.

I think I'm gonna change my last name to Mottalucci. Lyndsy, her friend and I were sitting around and I was drunk talking about how I hated being Portugese. Lyndsy said when I first met her she swore I was Italian. And being Italian is fucking great. So if someone asks, i'm Italian. HAHA.. Funny right?

I'm going on vacation. I'm leaving on the 8th of August. It's kinda like driving around and just checking everything out.
Like from here we are driving to West Virginia and staying there two nights to go white-water rafting. We're gonna camp out on the river. It's really cheap too. Than from there we're spending 3 days at Virginia Beach. After that it's two days in D.C. It should be fun. A lot of fucking driving though. And I HATE fucking driving.

My mom went in for corrective surgery last Friday and I have to stay at my mom's for the week by myself, because her dog chews up the house if left by himself. I don't mind being alone, but I haven't lived at my mom's for like a year now. I hate it. I don't like being there. It's like stepping backwards. I'll get through it. I'm sleep in her room. There's an air conditioner and an xbox so I can play Halo. All of my siblings are off at relatives for the week. Falynne lives in front of her so I can have her come over... Gross. This week is gonna suck.

Love you.
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Monday, June 21st, 2004

Time:12:31 am.
How to make a noassociation

5 parts pride

1 part courage

3 parts energy
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little fitness if desired!
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